Nagata Kabi examines her complicated relationship with eating, body image, alcohol, shopping, and control in an autobiographical manga about disordered habits that repeatedly shift form. She traces cycles of bingeing, restriction, obsessive food preparation, and other coping behaviors while trying to understand the emotional needs underneath them. The memoir focuses on how difficult it can be to separate nourishment, self-image, and mental health when all three have become entangled.